“ In these sort of days, I used to listen to Coldplay songs to get motivated ”
Marshmallow
Determination
It’s enough to say that I’ve lived well nowadays. Its fair and enough for my modest lifestyle. But isn’t human being was always lust of greed? But is it too bad for being anxious on certain kind of thing?
Me too. Indeed. I guess I had this mindset of thinking to move on from my comfort zone. My inner heart struggling to get loose to something more beneficial. But one thing I need the most is determination. The confidence I might have not necessary if theres a doubt lingering.
One thing for sure is whether I can do it or not? Willing to strive? Ready for challenge? And am I mind of what people will think about me? (these are doubt..) ooooo go away ‘doubt’!!
Yet, this road still far away from destination. And whether my determination is strong enough for me to struggle.. Who know?. Although it might hard (for certain people like me) I should push myself through. Definitely.
Yeah.. I’m kind of greed people, even I said I’m modest in most of things.. But for me, it worth trying something different from our comfort zone, it worth trying than died without trying.. Determination would never fade as long as you make an effort about it.. And see how far we go..
**dear self.. Please be motivate by your own words**
“ TRY with confidence, but CONFIDENCE itself is another huge thing..NO try!!! ”
Marshmallow
Trying to pick up the pace
Trying to make it so I never see your face again
Time to throw this away
Wanna make sure that you never waste my time again
How do you feel,
Oh, how does it feel to be you right now, dear?
You broke this apart,
So pick up your piece and go away from here
Please just let me go now?
Please just let me go
Would you please just let me go now?
Please just let me go
(Out of my picture) 3x
Out of my head, get out
(Out of my picture) 3x
Out of my head, get out
Never said we’d be friends
Trying to keep myself away from you cus you’re bad, bad news
With you gone, I’m alive, makes me feel like
I took happy pills and time stands still
How does it feel?
Oh how does it feel to be the one shut out
You broke all the rules,
I won’t be a fool for you no more, my dear
Please just let me go now
Please just let me go
Would you Please just let me go now
Please just let me go
(Out of my picture) 3x
(Out of my head, get out)
Please just let me go now
Please just let me go
Please just let me go now
Please just
(Out of my picture) 3x
(Out of my head, get out)
Please just let me go now
Please just let me go
Please just let me go now
Please just
I didn’t know the exact meaning of this song as well .. But it’s just mean to me.. It’s remind me of the old days when I used to sing in my blues day..
“ If we could float away, fly up to the surface and just start again.. ”
Us against the world - Coldplay
“ You know what I like about you sometimes? ‘kamu tak pernah simpan dalam hati’ ”
Marshmallow
“ Cherish your solitude. Take trains by yourself to places you have never been. Sleep out alone under the stars. Learn how to drive a stick shift. Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back. Say no when you don’t want to do something. Say yes if your instincts are strong, even if everyone around you disagrees. Decide whether you want to be liked or admired. Decide if fitting in is more important than finding out what you’re doing here. ”
Eve Ensler (via ziegenmilch)
(Source: misswallflower, via wildjackalopes)
